Hope Now

I just had a real bad day. I suffer from a mental illness. Have you ever tried to explain it? I found when I do people treat me like a dope. I can't say much but the effects kill me sometimes. Right the job market is so bad that it is not funny. I am get close to 50 years old. I want something better when I retire. My mental health health provider was not very helpful. They did not have a phone number were I could call and talk to someone. I felt very sad. Anyway I am happy having a doctor. Around here a lot of mentally ill people do not even get seen by a doctor. That is horrible. The 4 of July is almost here. I am going to the Tall Ships. That will be fun. Bye for now. J.M.J. Jen 62608.